Invisible Equipment And Footage Has Followed Me All Through Out My Life: For Example, I Put Buggers, Snot And Bubble Gum On The Back Of My Headboard Then That Allowed Earth To Have Success. My Mother Rented Hell Night From A Black Owned Store. After Watching It, I said a Sincere Prayer Then Said, “I Hope They Don’t Do This Stuff Forreal. The Same Year, My Pastor Who Was White Had A Church Built From The Ground Right Next To Azar Liquor Store And His Brand New Home Built Right Behind The Church. On One Occasions, I Made Mud Pies With My Neighbor After I Ran Out Of Easy Bake Oven Cake, Cookies And Brownie Products. We Never Tasted The Mud Pies, We Only Made Them. When I Got Older, A White Woman Who Was My Doctor Said, “You Have H. Pylori Because You Must Have Ate Dirt As A Child.” A Married Officer Wanted To Do The Oooo-Yeah In My Mother’s Living Room But I Refuse And I Broke Off The Relationship Once I Found Out He Was Married. Many Years Later, The Exact Spot He Was Grinding Me Is The Exact Spot That My Mother Was On Her Knees Screaming And Crying That Her First Born & Grand baby Was Gone From Earth. All I Could Do Was Stand In The Doorway Of The Living And Watch Her With An Enormous Amount Of Guilt And I Did Nothing Wrong. I’m Still Hurt. I Had Already Broke Off The Relationship. On Many Occasions, My Mother Made Me Homemade Apple Pie That Would Light Up The House With A Delicious Sent. Yes It Was So Scrumptious And I Always Ate More Than One Slice. When I Got Older, A Movie Came Out Where A College Age Student Stuck His Penis In And Out Of An Apple Pie. I Was Embarrassed. On Another Occasion, My Mother Picked Me Up Then Put Me On The Dryer While She Washed Clothes. I Asked My Mother, What Does ALL Spell On Our Detergent. She Said, All Spells ALL. My Mother’s First Born Daughter Placed Me In The Dryer And I Tumble Around Several Times And I Did Not Cry. I Purchased A Two Cheese Burger Adult Meal After Finding Out I Was Pregnant With My Firstborn. Many Years Later, A Man On Death Row Said That He Wanted His Last Meal To Be Four Cheese Burgers And Four Sodas. I was Bewildered. Every Time That I Read My Bible, A Pastor Would Preach From That Exact Book In The Bible. I Have So Many Other Senarios. When I Skipped A Few Days Taking Big Mama Her Mail To Her Door Then A Family Member Started Meddling Then Asked Me Why. I Told Them I Did Not Like The Smell Of Cigarette Smoke. Actually, I Hate It. My Grandmother Found Out Then Had A Long Talk With Me. Then I Continued My Route To Give Her Mail At Her Door. Last But Not Least, My Mother Was In My Plans To Enjoy My 30th Birthday Party. Mysteriously Someone Booked Her First Chemo Appointment The Same Day Of My Party And She Could Not Make It Because She Was So Extremely Sick. This World Has Never Been Our Home. Now You See How Cruel This World Is. HAVE A BODACIOUS AND MIRACULOUS DAY!
