I like to wake up, pray and look cute sometimes while I’m on my journey.
Recently, a matter of a fact, this month. My half brother Ronaii because we have different fathers and my nephew Titus tried to get me committed/admitted into a psychiatric facility/ward because I pray to loud. What would you do if a demon jumps on you?
Guess what? Officer Matthew came out with clinical professional to take me to a mental hospital for praying too loud for me and our family. I was beyond hurt because my half sister had just died.
Titus stepped behind officer Matthew then told him to asked me if I have taken medication. I was so sadden by his remarks then told him when they do illegal drugs do I snitch. NO!!! I TAKE IT TO THE LORD IN PRAYER!!! For the record, NO I AM NOT ON AND WAS NOT ON ANY MEDICATION!
My brother and nephew had been drinking and smoking and I don’t drink alcohol or smoke. I told them that the demonic Spirit of Intimidation, Manipulation and Domination was operating within them. I was not going to allow that to operate within me so I went into warfare prayer like my mother used to do when she was alive.
Not one time did anyone in my family call the police on my mother for praying too loud. She would wake up in the wee hours of the morning in warfare prayers for herself and our family.
The fire truck, the police, and trained professionals for a mental hospital came out to pick me up but I declined with facts that I was in warfare prayer for myself, our family and this world who dont give a flying flip about us. Now they want me admitted for praying to loud. I just don’t know anymore.
On top of that, my half sister told me that she was not fond of me because of her lifestyle which was different from mines and other unknown reasons. The last time we had fun was on my 30th Birthday at Ellery’s where she became intoxicated then fell out in the floor then embarrassed me. My niece which is her daughter did not even stay for my party but picked up her mom up who was so intoxicated.
The last time I went to comfort my half sister was when she was in the hospital at Grady’s. She really liked crossword puzzle and I purchased her one that she never received. I even tried my best to spend quality time with her before she died but I never received the information that I needed to make her smile and brighten her day.
The next day, my great-niece and nephew apologized for my brother’s actions. That’s when you know they (my brother Ronaii and my nephew Titus) are out of order.
Several days later, Ronaii apologized and I explained what demon was operating in him. Guess what? We still be arguing.
I just ask God to hurry up and let my background check come through so that I can move from all of this dysfunction that I don’t desire.
Whenever you pray, try to look cute and SLAY!
Have a Bodacious and Miraculous Day!
Have a Bodacious and Miraculous Day!
